LENT Day 25

Lent Devotional

Day 25 - Wednesday, March 18, 2026

"Waiting While Hurting"

Author: Holly Urquhart

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Scripture: John 11:21 & Lamentations 3:31-33

God’s timing is painful but purposeful.  Unfortunately, grief is unavoidable in this life. Death is not always the cause of grief; conflicts, broken relationships, medical issues, loss of job can all be grief. When this happens, we lose a part of our life that we may never be sure we get back.  The first time that grief hit me that wasn’t a loss was when I was 24 years old, trying to have a baby. I wanted to be a mother so badly, but I had trouble getting pregnant, and it went on for a couple of years.  I cried to God several times.  There were days I couldn’t even get out of bed; I didn’t want to face reality. My friends were getting pregnant around me, and I didn’t understand. I felt all alone and broken. When I look back, I believe God was right there in the middle of my hurting. I believe he wanted me to learn and grow with him. Looking back, I realize it was in God’ timing for me to have a baby. Waiting was hard, but what joy that he brought in my two daughters. The moment you get tired of waiting, God’s spirit is with us. Grief takes time.

Prayer

Dear God, In this moment of waiting, my heart is heavy and with uncertainty. I come to you seeking comfort and strength. Give me wisdom and patience to endure this trial. Let me trust in your perfect timing and not mine. Guide my thoughts away from evil and towards hope. Thank you Lord for providing. You are an amazing God. Amen.